My FIRST ever SPAGHETTI making! ♡

So 21/10..i made my first ever spaghetti!:D i never expected it to turn out nice in the first place but was totally astonished when i tasted it.. It was truly amazing. So the day went on like this. Me and my friend, rachel, went online to search for recipes of spaghettis. We were  kind of surprised at how easy the recipes look. They made it look as if it was as easy as abc. So we went down to the supermarket and bought the stuffs that we need, listing: tomato sauce, cherry tomatoes, chocalate syrup (for icecream we intended to make), marshmallow and some apples. So as soon as we reached my house, we placed the "ingredients" that we do not need yet in the refrigerator. And soon we started with our spaghetti making. We first boiled water and cooked our noodles, then pour the whole jar of tomato sauce into another pan resulting in:

We then had to try if the noodle was soft enough so:

After the noodles were soft, we placed some butter and mix the noodles in a different pan. 

After which we poured the tomato sauce onto the nicely arranged noodles poured some justea into wine glass and arranged the table to look relatively classy. Haha. 

After we had finished our delicious and the most amazing spaghetti, we were too lazy to continue making our icecream so we just went on to eating the marshmallows, cherry tomatoes and apples dipped in chocalate, YUMMY! 

While eating our dessert, we played monopoly deallll! It was so fun! :D

After this longggggg cooking experience, i was dead beat. Hahaha! But it was fun and awesome though! Had to wash the plates and all the pans we have used:( 

However how tired i am, i can never find words to describe how i felt that day. It was beyond words. It's like, u have a sense of satisfactory when the food u cooked turned out nice and delicious. Haha, it was indeed a wonderful time spent cooking!! ♡

Final pic of me and my spaghetti :) 

how was my september.

Hey, this is the first post in October and the first post after my END OF YEAR examinations..but...this post is not gonna be an all cheerful one.. but rather, a post that spills out everything i felt in the past month..... All I can say about last September is that it was a very busy month due to the examinations... However apart from that, many things have been happening lately........... Everything was going on like a chain.... It was hard for me to handle......I was about to go crazy!!

It started off with a misunderstanding of my friend with her boyfriend......she thought that her boyfriend was tweeting about her..... "</3" and things like that.....She was confused and wanted to know what happened.....she was sad.... I had to comfort her..... I am a friend that always feel sad for my friend even when it is no business of mine... however seeing a friend who is always cheerful feeling so down, I couldn't help but feel sad... my mood was affected... Furthermore, i had my own family problems to handle..... It was not long that she realised it was a misunderstanding.... I felt relieved that they had cleared the air...

But...it was not the end....... Another thing came up...... This time, it was my other friend........ She was really sad because her boyfriend told her that for his mom told him to go home straight after school..but she saw him at Causeway Point Shopping Mall after school... She thought that he was just trying to avoid him... she was "depressed" i tried to talk sense to her... but to no avail...... i couldn't help her... i felt so useless.. so i stopped talking to her....cause i think that whatever I say was going to be useless..she wouldn't listen to me........... 

Next, another friend of mine.........she was kind of my bestfriend, she had problems with her friends...and she felt so sad...and disappointed with them for saying her with this guy.. as if they were is relationship..she cried a few times for this....and i cant just sit aside and do nothing....i tried cheering her up.....it did help for a moment, but it didnt the next time.. actually i dont really know if i did cheer her up...........she was always pretending to be happy... i couldnt tell if she was faking it, she looked so happy when she was texting me.............. i couldnt tell......... Then there is this guy...sort of my best friend too... he told her that i knew her secret when i dont..and yea...she told me to "stop acting" i didnt know that her trust in me was so thin......I didnt know.....so i was rather sad and disappointed too.....

And another thing was actually because of the stress i encountered during the exams......so i dont think it was much of anything compared to my friends.....

But I am glad that throughout this very stressful and depressing month, there was actually someone who was there for me...to cheer me up, after i felt sad and tired of cheering my friends up....He was really sweet and as usual i love him alot..he gave me the strength to stand back up...im grateful to him for not thinking that i am annoying...he never left me alone.. ❤

After so much i have encountered during last September, i was literally hoping that October was better........but nope....so many things are happening still......... friends talking secrets in front of you.. you feeling so left out and so..."extra".. there isn't much i can do though........ A friend of mine broke up with his girlfriend..and is feeling very very depressed.. he did so much for her, but still, this was what happened...couldn't really help him... Useless me...... all i can do is to listen to him talk about how sad he is....and yea.......i hope he gets better.....AS SOON AS POSSIBLE... haish... still a bad month after all......

Oh well, i shall stop here..... its a rather long post..so yea, thank you for reading :)