Tired

Have you ever had this feeling, that you are all alone, even when you are in a place full of people?

Well, I did..and it certainly didn't feel good.

The feeling that no one cares, that no one even bothers about you..

The feeling of loneliness.

The feeling of having a thousand of people, but not one is true to you.

The feeling of insecurities.

The feeling that everyone dislikes you.

Is it just a self esteem issue?

Or is it something beyond that.

Well, that's something me myself wants to know.

Isn't it tiring to put on a smile and act like you're okay?

Isn't it tiring to pretend that you are always happy?

Isn't it exhausting to laugh and smile all day?

Isn't it exhausting to make sure everyone thinks that you're just nappy?

Isn't it boring to keep saying that you're fine

Isn't it boring to use tired as an excuse?

Well, I'm seriously tired. Not an excuse, but a true reason.

Tired of being alone,

Tired of trying so hard but to end up with nothing.

Tired of acting and pretending that it's okay.

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I'm tired..

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Tired of Everything.

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